Doggie Treats for the Soul

How I discovered a way out of lifelong depression

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Day 141 — I realized a new project is a playground.

MON Something happened today That word could sound unserious, which is exactly why I liked it. The work is serious. The stories can involve money, unfair systems, drivers losing income, customers getting trapped in policies, privacy, fraud, all sorts of things that matter. But the place where I make the work does not have to […]

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Day 140 — A tiny change in how I worked mattered

SUN Something happened today Delivery work contains a lot of small choices that do not look important until they are repeated over the course of a shift. How I prepare for an order, what I check before leaving a store, or when I choose to ask a question can make a surprising difference to both […]

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Day 139 — An ally does not have to take over

SAT Something happened today I liked the idea so much that when I prepared material for a local incubator lab director, I did not want a sales pitch. I wanted something more like an invitation: I invite you to walk with me on this, whenever you want to experience what it is like to be […]

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Day 138 — Other people had lighthouses too

FRI Something happened today The lighthouse image was never meant to be a private privilege. If I could find something that helped illuminate my own difficult moments, other people would have their own sources of guidance, sometimes very different from mine. I began thinking about what happens when those circles of light meet. I liked […]

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Day 137 — I discovered that the word ally mattered more than I realized.

THU Something happened today I had been talking with organizations about a new project. Volta. Ignite. CBDC. The usual language in those worlds is assistance. Support. Mentorship. Help. Programs designed to move an entrepreneur forward. But I kept resisting the frame. I was not asking for help. I was asking for an ally. That difference […]

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Day 136 — The kindness hidden in a dead battery

WED Something happened today I was three minutes late. Three minutes. After the printing. The dead battery. The boost. The drive. All that internal drama about timing. Three minutes. I loved the absurdity of it. The morning could have become evidence that I am disorganized, that I always sabotage myself, that the universe was warning […]

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Day 135 — A second coin helped me see the first

TUE Something happened today I was still turning over the spinning coin when another image arrived. Suppose I had a second coin, similar enough to the first but not spinning, that I could hold and inspect. It would not be the very same object, yet it might help me understand the shape of the one […]

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Day 133 — Being blocked is not the same as being finished

SUN Something happened today This became useful when projects hit snags. A plugin bug. A money problem. A policy issue. A bad day. There is a tendency, especially when you are tired, to let the problem swallow the larger journey. Everything is ruined. No. The tire is flat. Those are different statements. The dream about […]

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Day 132 — The lighthouse had been there all along

SAT Something happened today The image of a lighthouse kept returning whenever I thought about fog, confusion and the wish to find a reliable direction. At first I imagined that I had somehow built the lighthouse by learning to look at life differently. Then I pushed back on my own metaphor. The light was not […]