Doggie Treats for the Soul

How I discovbered a way out of lifelong depression

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bernd100

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Day 8 — I discovered the question behind the question.

Day 8 — I discovered the question behind the question. MON Something happened today. One of the patterns that became clearer in these conversations was how often I started with a problem and ended somewhere else. A practical problem would appear. How do I fix this? Why is this happening? What should I do next? […]

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Day 64 — We were trying to estimate the size of the book and discovered that the answer depended on what we meant by size.

Day 64 — We were trying to estimate the size of the book and discovered that the answer depended on what we meant by size. MON Something happened today. Words. Characters. Physical dimensions. Font size. Public pages. Source pages. White space. Paragraph spacing. A book is apparently very bad at being one number. I liked […]

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Day 4 — Loneliness stopped being only a problem.

Day 4 — Loneliness stopped being only a problem. THU Something happened today. A few days before some of these conversations, I had been deeply lonely. The question in my head was familiar: How do I make this stop? That question makes perfect sense. Pain asks for relief. Put your hand on a hot stove […]

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Day 61 — I made a salad and one of the tomatoes came from the greenhouse.

Day 61 — I made a salad and one of the tomatoes came from the greenhouse. FRI Something happened today. That is pretty much the story. I had spent the day inside big ideas, systems, stories, plugins, companies, problems, all the usual mental traffic. Then there was a bowl on the counter with vegetables in […]

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Day 2 — The little treat turned into a stew bone.

Day 2 — The little treat turned into a stew bone. TUE Something happened today. Not every discovery disappears after the first bite. Some of them stay with you. You turn them over later. You remember them while driving. They reappear in another conversation. Something happens three days later and suddenly the earlier thought has […]

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Day 42 — I found a sentence that took some pressure off me.

Day 42 — I found a sentence that took some pressure off me. SUN Something happened today. The clues will always be a better guide than I could ever be. I liked it because it demoted me. In a good way. I do not have to be the brilliant planner who knows what everything means. […]